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Love Is
07:55
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The first day we met
I knew you were the one
We shared a moment
I will never forget
We were not accepted
By the ones in our lives
But that never stopped us
From knowing the meaning of love
They don’t understand
That love is blind
Love is misunderstood
Love is beautiful to me
If they scold and stone us
We’ll laugh in their faces
Cause they will never know
The depth of our love
If they tear us apart
We’ll find each other again
If you should meet death
I will follow you till the end
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Starlight
12:12
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You are the stars
You are the skies
You are the good
You are the light
You give me strength to live in this life
You give a meaning to this cold world
I could not do this if you weren’t here
You are the meaning, my starlight
I need you in life
Please don’t leave me alone
You said that you’d never leave and I said that I felt the same
You stood my side when I said the world is like hell to me
Flowers can’t live without sunlight and I feel the same with you
When I’m next to you I know that there is not a better view
Love is not a simple feeling it is more than I can say
No words can express how I feel when i see you everyday
Shining like a starlight because you always light up the dark and
Know that we’ll be together forever cause you’re my darling
The world is a dark place but you make it better
Knowing that you’ll be the one here forever
The woman you are, I will never forget her
I will remember from now to forever
You are the stars, you are the sky
You were the one who was right by my side
You are the good, you are the light
You are the one for me, my ride or die
No matter the day, no matter the weight
Of everything on my shoulders you still stay
In a world full of hatred, you are my angel
Even when I’m feeling down and the same old
Depression is killing me you are still here
Losing you is the only thing that I fear
But day after day and night after night
You promise that everything will be alright
So I try my best to be the one for you
When you feel sad, I will ensure you
That things will get better, cause we got each other and
that’s all we needing cause that is what love is
Loud as a drum is my heart when I’m with you
Meant for each other, we never have issue
When you are gone just please know that I miss you
Wherever you go know that my heart is with you
You are the flower, I’ll be the sunlight
Doing my best to ensure you a fun life
I am so happy that I get to know you
Know that forever my heart I will owe you
You stand by my side all throughout a hard life
But tonight we’re together, let’s make it our night
Forever together, let’s make it our life
This one is for you, my little starlight
You are the stars
You are the skies
You are the good
You are the light
You give me strength, you give me meaning.
You are the light
My starlight
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3. |
When Love Ends
12:16
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Throw it all away
Down the drain
Nothing was real
Every word in vain
I sit alone
Scent of your skin still here
I won’t love again
Because it kills when love ends
I cut my veins
Watch you pour out
Open my veins
Close my heart
Say goodbye
I loved you
I won’t again
Ever again
Cause it kills
When love ends
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4. |
Giving Up on Myself
07:57
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I have lost meaning in life
I have nothing left to lose
Close the windows to life
Open the doors to suicide
There is only one solution
Close your eyes, don’t wake up
My arms were open to life
Life pushed me away
Life casted its shadow on me
I shed my tears in vain
No one saw me cry
No one will see me die
How do I live a life feeling no love?
How do I live a life that I fucked up?
How do I live a life that is so rough?
Swallowed four bottles of pills but woke up
I am the person that I hate the most
Wanting to turn my life into a ghost
Tired of living a life full of pain
Maybe I’ll get some rest when I step in the grave
Life is a joke to me, I don't belong with the people that living, they break what I’m giving
The men and the women don’t know what I’m feeling, they don’t know the symptoms when my life is ending
Depression disorder is making me colder when I cannot hold the weight all on my shoulders and
Making life shorter by giving it up, cause even if I try it will not be enough
In darkness I have lived and
In darkness I will die
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Four Bottles of Pills
05:16
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Tired of life and the way that I’m living
My mind is a prison, the feeling’s persistent
They say it will go but I know that it isn’t
You cannot know the storm if you’re not in it
The way that I die, it won’t make a difference
I’ll be the fucker that nobody misses
I know that my eyes have seen too many nights
And the skin on my thighs have seen too many knives
I dreamed that I die cause I hate that I’m broken
In vain I was hoping the pain I was knowing
Would die with myself when I took my own life
But I survived my own suicide
I dream that I die cause I hate that I’m broken
In vain I was hoping the pain I was knowing
Would die with myself when I took my own life
I’ll do it again till I get it right
I wrote my note
I close my eyes
I cannot breath
Life is no more for me
I’m sorry I failed and maybe if I tried
A little bit harder I wouldn’t have died
I’d do it that way if there was a next time
But I know too well that this ending is mine
Tired of pain, tired of hurting
Tired of this living life as a burden
Tired of tears, depression for years
Crying for help but nobody hears
Killing myself is always on my mind
So fuck it tonight is the night
Writing a note when I finish this line
I’ll say goodbye to my life
A bottle of vodka, four bottles of pills
With it my memory spills
A bottle of vodka, four bottles of pills
With it my life will be killed
This is the end for me
I will not look back
I take the pills
I close my eyes
This is my last night
This is my goodbye
I hate this fucking life
I will end it tonight
Where were you when I cried
Where are you at tonight
A bottle of vodka
Will end all of my pain
A stomach full of pills
Will end my life
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Anhedonia
15:03
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I feel nothing inside
The future for me is dead
I love no more in life
Love has forgotten me again
I forget that feeling you feel
When your heart is touched
That feeling has been replaced
With the absence of anything and everything
I long to feel something in this
Cold and empty heart of mine
So I take a razor to my skin
So that I can feel something before I die
Where is the love promised to us?
I am dying to know where it is
To fill this void in me
To feel anything at all
What is it like to feel this love? What is love?
What is it like to feel something that is real?
I want to know how it feels to feel love
I bet that is something beautiful, beautiful for me
What is this love? I want to know, what is it like?
To feel something, to feel alive. I want to know, what is this love?
Give yourself to me and die
It is pointless to live your life
Drop your dreams and hang the noose
End the pain or suffer; you choose
I am death the purpose to life
You will meet me even if you fight
You will suffer an empty life
The only answer is to die
I’ll never know, what does this love feel like?
I’ll never feel something that is so real
I’ll never know what it’s like to feel something
I won’t know this love...
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