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Giving Up on Myself

from Losing Meaning by Nymphrenia

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lyrics

I have lost meaning in life
I have nothing left to lose
Close the windows to life
Open the doors to suicide

There is only one solution
Close your eyes, don’t wake up

My arms were open to life
Life pushed me away
Life casted its shadow on me
I shed my tears in vain
No one saw me cry
No one will see me die

How do I live a life feeling no love?
How do I live a life that I fucked up?
How do I live a life that is so rough?
Swallowed four bottles of pills but woke up
I am the person that I hate the most
Wanting to turn my life into a ghost
Tired of living a life full of pain
Maybe I’ll get some rest when I step in the grave
Life is a joke to me, I don't belong with the people that living, they break what I’m giving
The men and the women don’t know what I’m feeling, they don’t know the symptoms when my life is ending
Depression disorder is making me colder when I cannot hold the weight all on my shoulders and
Making life shorter by giving it up, cause even if I try it will not be enough

In darkness I have lived and
In darkness I will die

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from Losing Meaning, released April 16, 2022

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